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2-3 hari ni busy ke klinik kesihatan Sipitang for check ups...
This is indeed my 1st experience seeking service & consultation kat govt clininc..so macam blurr sikit.
And yeah..this is something i don't talk about on FB wall..tak perlu kot
Only some friends and family je yg tau...and today i decided to write about it here..
I wrote nothing about my previous 3 babies..so i guess why not this time kan?

Yeah...i'm in my 2nd trimester and about 18 weeks...
My 4th pregnancies...and to be honest, its a mix feelings
Not sure how to feel bout this one...lebih kepada worried and scared sebenarnya
I guess i'm not ready for this one, but accepted it as rezeki from Allah, He knows whats the best for us.
Why? sebab..experience masa deliverkan Camelia buatkan aku rasa "i'm done with this"..tak larat rasanya nak go through one more time..pikir masa pantang lagi...hmmm

And this will be my 4th operation!
Tadi doctor tu bagitau yang Hospital Sipitang cant accept my case, sebab normally they will only take up for only 3x operation. Lagi la aku saspen...he said kena ke KK jugak...
Well.this is another issue nak pikir..kat mana nak deliver...?
Ikutkan hati aku..mmg aku nak balik KL and deliver with my gynae..tapi then pikir sebab Alief dah start Std 1 next year..takkan aku nak tinggalkan dia kat Sipitang ni for 2 months lebih kan
Kalau aku nak balik KL. mighht as well semua oun balik KL..Alief boleh start std 1 kat KL..tapi Beb pulak tertinggal kat sini..hmmm..sudahnya back to square one. Leceh jugak kan nak pindah randah...
So most probably nya deliver kat KK je la..then my mom will come over to help bb sit the kids..

Ok enough of my membebel..let see what's the little human doing inside


 Baby at 18 weeks
http://www.womenshealthcaretopics.com/pregnancy_week_18.htm
By now you're feeling your baby-to-be wiggle inside you
At week 18, your baby-to-be's senses are maturing. She's able to hear sounds within her own comfortable environment, such as the sound of your heart beating, as well as external sounds, such as your voice. She may become more active for certain sounds, and you'll feel her movements. At this point in her development she's still small enough that she has plenty of room to wiggle.
Your little one is about 6 ounces and 5 to 6 inches long (crown to rump). Baby is about the size of a grapefruit.



Momies changes : All of your organs are working hard to help your baby-to-be develop, but perhaps the hardest working organ during pregnancy is your heart. Your blood volume increases by 50 percent during your pregnancy, meaning your heart has to work that much harder to pump the blood throughout your body.


Esok aku kena ke klinik lagi sekali, nak ambik glucose screen test pulak...
pagi tadi ambik urine test sugar level ada tinggi sikit..hmmm...1st time pulak ni..saspen jugak au dengar
Maybe sebab tadi aku breakfast french toast n honey..or the sweets that i took just before i went in to see the doctor.
Hopefully tomorow okla..takut la kalau ada diabetic during pregnancy ni...will drink lots of water today....


Ishh..esok kena gie klinik lagi...